This world is everything. What we taste, see and feel provides the only sensations we've ever known. Yet for all it's joys, it's deeply flawed and beyond repair. There is nothing that we hold dear that we won't lose someday. Fortunately, this isn't the end of the story. There's something else...
The inevitability of being forced to let go of everything and everyone isn't news. It's something we all realize, but in the interests of maintaining our sanity we generally choose to ignore this cold reality. The extent to which we love anything is the depth of loss we'll suffer when it's gone.
This acknowledgement comes not from someone who's suffered any great losses but from a Father and Husband who sometimes worries about when the other shoe is going to drop on this great life I've been given. And it's not just people but also pets, jobs, homes, situations, and comforts that we stand to lose. Our senses cause us to be hopelessly addicted. In the midst of this realization, it's almost enough to inspire someone to retreat to the mountains and live a solitary life. But there aren't too many of us who could survive such a thing. We were born with a need to love and be loved. The fact that we must suffer as a result only illustrates the inherent brokenness of everything.
Fortunately, there's a paradox hidden in all of this tragedy. To the extent that we're broken by this world, a great and merciful God can use our weakness for good. There is no loss suffered by those who are called by God that doesn't bring greater good. There is no loss which doesn't hold forth the possibility of making us stronger. No matter how large that loss or the depths of pain it produces. True, the complete fulfillment of this gift must wait until eternity, but it's there and it will come to pass someday as surely as the pain that exists right now. Until then we still have a measure of comfort even among the wreckage of a world that seems laced with a fatal dose of entropy.
I guess I've been thinking about this because I've been listening to a song called, Faith Enough, off Jars of Clay's latest CD called, Who We Are Instead.
The song explores this paradox that in our weakness, He makes us strong. The chorus helps us to remember,
It's just enough to be strong
In the broken places, in the broken places.
It's just enough to be strong.
Should the world rely on faith tonight.
The lyrics for the whole song,
Faith Enough
The ice is thin enough for walkin'.
The rope is worn enough to climb.
My throat is dry enough for talkin'.
The world is crumblin' but I know why.
The world is crumblin' but I know why.
The storm is wild enough for sailing.
The bridge is weak enough to cross.
This body frail enough for fighting.
I'm home enough to know I'm lost.
Home enough to know I'm lost.
It's just enough to be strong
In the broken places, in the broken places.
It's just enough to be strong.
Should the world rely on faith tonight.
The land unfit enough for planting.
Barren enough to conceive.
Poor enough to gain the treasure.
Enough a cynic to believe.
Enough a cynic to believe.
Confused enough to know direction.
The sun eclipsed enough to shine.
Be still enough to finally tremble.
And see enough to know I'm blind.
And see enough to know I'm blind.
Should the world rely on faith tonight.
Take comfort from knowing that it's just enough to be strong in the broken places.
Posted by jdmays at May 26, 2004 07:24 AM | TrackBack"Our senses cause us to be hopelessly addicted." - How? I think our senses helps us survive. Addiction never is a sense issue.
How does "the world break us"? - The world is building us to be who we are.
I'm a Jars of Clay fan but I haven't got the new album. Is it any good?
Posted by: Ian at May 26, 2004 10:46 AMLet's see. Taste, touch, smell, hearing...Have you ever tried to go without any of these senses? You can't and neither can anyone else because we're physical beings and entirely dependent on the physical world with all it's flaws. Another way of saying it is that we're addicted to it. You better look up Addiction in your dictionary if you still don't understand.
If you've never been broken, then how can I explain it? Perhaps another commenter will help explain this a little better.
-jdm.
I think what JD is trying to say (I trust he'll correct me if I'm mistaken) is we each have consuming disappointments in our lives eventually -- our hearts, hopes, dreams shattered before our eyes. Things that can really challenge our faith. Things that can break our minds and end our lives if we have no faith. Things that strengthen us in the end when we rely on faith to get through.
What doesn't kill us serves to make us stronger.
Posted by: Deb at May 26, 2004 09:00 PM